Sadly
My dysfunctional trauma-filled childhood and the loss of both parents by the time I was 20, left me feeling alone, unloved, and abandoned. For much of my life I was in search of something or someone to fill this void.
I wanted...
Someone I could count on. A safe place to land where I felt cared for and supported, but I needed to know what the hell I was doing - when to stay and when to go.
And...
Not knowing how to love myself first and the lack of self-awareness kept me searching for love in all the wrong places.